HELL FUCKING LOWW

Heyy it's almost 4am but yeah i havent sleep bcause i can't lol okay. So..........uhm i miss this guy so much :( well actually i can't define myself. i'm so unpredictable. yes, even me myself don't know what i want...ugh Hareez Ashraff Mohd Hizam....i miss you:/ Next week will be our 3rd anniversary but you know we rarely jumpa edi now bcs you always busy and im so sorry tht i always merajuk haihh dah penat la like this sayang :((

Assalamualaikum:)

Hi, after a long time...now i'm back. I'm so busy throughout the year. Well, i'm having SPM next year, so i have to struggle a bit harder to get prepared for next year. But actually, i didn't really study:( i've wasted so much time doing nothing. i don't even know what the hell have i done the whole year. ahh wtv
So..i'm going to Istanbul, Turkey on the 17th of November..which is in another 2 weeks. OMG I'M SO EXCITED!!! Seriously, not really actually. I don't know why did i feel so empty, lifeless, hectic, annoyed, irritated, fucked up. Hm didnt meet Ash for quite some times, rindu :( but we're planning to see each other next week yayyy! :D hihi

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uh got kenduri hm my uncle(mom's cousin) got married yesterday. Penat gila haihhhh but! had so much fun bcs Ash came hihi i spent most of my time with him hahhaaha he's so scared bcs his SPM results coming out next month. But i told him he surely will get straight A+. He's so damn smart, genius ugh and everything lah. Package kot hahahha im so damn lucky lah <3 hihihi i really hope i will become like him too in terms of academic. adios hehehhe :)

Outing

asdfghjkl It’s a very superbly awesome day ever i swear:3 I met my girlfriends<3 , they’re are all different now physically but mentally ? ehee it’s just the same .Well , im so happy , seriously veryvery happy to see them again .I just wish that i could have more time spending with them :| too bad , Paplek wasn’t there . I reached there earlier than anyone else so i decided to go to MPH searching something special for someone special<3 . Jaja then called me saying that she and the others are right in front of the bookstore and i was like asdfghjkl ,malu ah:P hahahaha All of us met inside the bookstore and they’re all like o_O , i gave them a wth look ,They said ‘ANIS ! WEH YOU DAH TINGGI !’ ehee hahaha but as usual lah en ,Jaja was staring at my toe , ‘hm igtkan dah tinggi ,heels boleh ckp ah sama tinggi dgn aku’ duhh spoil ah. Walk around the whole Queens smpai tktau nk pergi mana then we went to the rooftop. Sumpah first time naik atas tu , and sumpah tak expect aku dah naik setinggi tu huehue,we took some pictures and main spray2 perfume aku-.-’ semua sama bau dah ,hahhaha later on we did some shopping and stuffs until Ajina suggested to go outside , we walked along the beach and took some pictures again hahahaha . Abah called and i was like , ‘Weh my dad dah smpai kot , ada kat dlm and sumpah aku tak boleh ada kat sini:/ We then quickly masuk balik Queens and kononnya nak pergi karaoke! Too bad , RM30++ per pax and semua nak aku belanja , woah mmg aku banyak duit nk belanja 8 orang kan haha cancelled so we continued jalan2 and all of a sudden:| my fav necklace putus , it was the last gift from him:| mmg spoil mood habis lah kan , but anyhow it was very fun to spend my time with them

PMR

Yes,i said i’m fine, i’m moving on and you can see my laughter but you don’t know inside i’m dying. Seriously aku bersyukur but that’s my hope, that’s my aim in my life. Yes, it’s just a single unimportant subj you said, and again yes, i knew it but it’s a different level after all if i was to be compared with them. My heart, just imagine when at first we’re all sitting together and when their names were announced. It’s not the matter of name being announced but it’s about taktau la. Ego tak habis2. I know right but hm mungkin aku terlalu mengharap? hm after this, bestfriends time to leave me. Woah, what a great life i have. Nice one

UDARA ITU COMPOUND ?

Apa itu udara is the only sentence i said whenever anything happened. Mcm tkde bnde lain yg kau boleh ckp kan ? 'WHAT IS AIR' 'APA ITU UDARA' .heish sumpah lame oh -.-' but why ? tak boleh stop oh , that words mcm ...tah ah . And i guess i've changed ? hm i'm now more likely listening to music in a diff genre? hhahaha Avenged Sevenfold , Linkin Park something like that ? No more love songs , seriously NO . haihh My Bestfriends are leaving me soon i guess , they applied for MRSM and SBP , fortunately they got straight A's and the opportunity to be accepted is there . Im wishing for the best for them and yeah of course for me as well , i promise i'll get the best for my SPM because i didnt get the result i hoped for in my PMR .hm WHAT IS AIRRRR  bye